The wound that never heals

Mending up a wound that appears is never healing. Everyday I try bandages , than try stitches , than try surgery....but nothing ever fills this broken heart. Were getting heart break hotel up in here. Maybe its cause my emotions are getting back in sense , emotions we try to  mask them .  Try to distract ourselves from emotion , doing every trick in the book to escape our harsh reality. Some give up and commit suicide , some do drugs and get a vacation from reality for sometime , some wonder there minds away drifting from reality. Some get angry and  take out their emotions on others , makes them feel a little bit better. Reality is tough. Reality is not a joke ....You got choices I got choices. Whether to live feeling like your on a continuous race struggling or walking humbly? My wounds used to be unhealable. Thinking back on all the missed opportunities , all the girls I should have asked out , all the things I should of would of or shouldn't of. Learn from your past.   Stop thinking about what you shouldn't of done or should of and think about the present.  You cant go back in the past . Let me repeat that you can not go back in the past. You haunt yourself and want others to have pity. Are you ready to solve your problems? Some people know the solutions but don't want to fix their problems. Only you and God can help .. Don't rely on others. At the end of the day you have you and God. When you get heated and very angry go out and exercise its great. Guess my point is you can bandage up your wounds all you want but it takes something else to heal them. At the end of the end you have to face reality. God is reality. If you want healing Jesus Christ does not turn anyone away.

Snakes. The snakes are people who gossip , attempt to bring you down , dont listen to the snakes. they want the ruin of your soul. keep walking.



You cant move forward if your stuck on in the past. keep walking. Forget about your negative thoughts. Renew your mind with positive thoughts and the future. You dont have the power to change the past but you have the power to change the future. Keep your head up and keep walking.